Emmanuel Cormier’s journey to becoming an umpire at the 2023 U15 Canadian Championships in Brandon, Manitoba, is a testament to resilience and passion. As a neurodiverse individual, Emmanuel faced unique challenges on his path to officiating at this prestigious event, driven by a deep-seated determination to succeed against all odds. 

Inspiration and Motivation 

Emmanuel’s umpiring career began six years ago, driven by a love for the game and a need to find clarity and structure in softball. “When you have autism, you often focus on rules, how things are done, and the precise way they should be done. I need things to make logical sense in my head, and if they don't, it feels like they don't belong”. Emmanuel explains. “Umpiring made a lot of sense for me, not just in understanding the game, but in helping me navigate my personal life.” 

Emmanuel began umpiring because, as a player, he was frustrated when he couldn't understand the reasoning behind certain rules and calls made by umpires. He realized that becoming an umpire could help him overcome this frustration, but along the way, he discovered that it benefited him in many more ways than just understanding softball rules. Umpiring has taught him valuable life lessons that he has applied professionally, personally, and in his interactions with colleagues. 

Preparation and Challenges

Preparing for the Canadian Championships posed significant challenges, particularly in managing the expectations and pressures of such a high-profile event. Emmanuel emphasizes the importance of mental preparation, describing how he immerses himself in the umpire’s mindset before each game. "I'm no longer myself; I'm the umpire. I have a role to play, and I have rules to follow,” he shares. 

Emmanuel's exceptional memory is a significant strength, allowing him to memorize rules and retain everything he's told. This ability aids his preparation: "You just go by the methods and mechanics. I've created routines and habits that help get my mindset right for umpiring. Once I'm in that mindset, nothing and nobody can disturb me from doing my job properly, and that's why I've prepared myself with my unique perspective." 

While this strategy helps Emmanuel prepare for his role, he acknowledges some challenges that come with it. "As a person with autism, I’m often told I think like a robot and perceive others the same way, which can make interactions difficult. But in umpiring, when it comes to applying rules and ensuring everyone is okay, the precision and structure make it easier for me to understand." 

However, just before the Championships, Emmanuel faced a setback – a concussion that sidelined him from tier one tournaments in Quebec. This injury tested his resilience but also highlighted the support system he found in his colleagues, particularly his provincial Umpire-in-Chief, Francis, whose guidance and encouragement were instrumental in Emmanuel’s preparation after he recovered.  

Memorable Moments and Handling Pressure 

Reflecting on his experience at the Canadian Championships, Emmanuel cherishes the camaraderie and support he found among his fellow umpires. “The bonding moments with the crew were unforgettable,” he recalls warmly. “Despite being the only one from Quebec, I was embraced as part of the team, like family.” 

The pressure of officiating at such a prestigious event was not lost on Emmanuel. He acknowledges the high expectations and the need to perform at his best consistently. "Sometimes I experience a lot of anxiety, and too much anxiety can hinder my productivity as an umpire." Despite the pressure, he made sure to apply the routines and methods he had developed in Quebec to the games in Brandon and focused on being his usual self as an umpire.

Support and Inclusivity 

Before the competition, Emmanuel worried that people would be closed-minded and judgmental, but leading up to the event and while being there, he found the exact opposite. "Even before the Canadian Championships, people were willing to connect with me," he said. Emmanuel contacted some of the umpires who lived in Brandon before his departure, and one of them went to great lengths to show him the fields, locker rooms, and the hotel beforehand. She answered all of Emmanuel’s questions and reassured him before he left. He found that everyone was incredibly responsive and supportive, alleviating his prior worries. 

"I'm at a loss for words to express how grateful I am for having these people around me for the whole week. I’ve never experienced anything like meeting strangers and then leaving them a week later feeling like I'm leaving family; these people became my family for a whole week." 

Lessons Learned and Advice 

Through his umpire career, Emmanuel has learned valuable lessons applicable both on and off the field. He emphasizes the importance of communication and understanding specifically when receiving feedback. Emmanuel has learned that it is essential for him to understand the logic behind it to apply feedback effectively. To achieve this, he asks follow-up questions to grasp the reasoning behind the feedback. 

At times, Emmanuel has found that people misunderstand his intentions when he asks questions. Some interpret his questioning as resistance to feedback. To avoid misinterpretation, Emmanuel has learned to communicate the reason why he questions certain things. It is not to question their knowledge but to better understand the why to help his application. He understands this could occur again when meeting new colleagues, however, he is prepared to resolve any future misunderstandings. 

Emmanuel encourages other neurodivergent individuals interested in umpiring to pursue their passion with determination. “Umpiring isn’t for everyone, but if you’re willing to learn and adapt, it can be incredibly rewarding,” he advises. “It's afforded me incredible experiences and the chance to meet amazing people. If you're passionate and willing to learn, umpiring can be one of life's greatest experiences. Personally, it's shaped me into the person I am today." 

"If you're unsure whether umpiring is right for you, give it a try. If it doesn't resonate, that's okay—there are other paths to success. But if it clicks, welcome to the family and enjoy the journey!" 

Future Aspirations and Reflections 

Looking ahead, Emmanuel encourages sports organizations and communities to strive to be more inclusive and supportive of neurodivergent individuals like himself. “Take the time to listen and understand,” he urges. Creating an inclusive environment benefits everyone and allows individuals to thrive. 

As he reflects on his proudest moment at the Canadian Championships, Emmanuel recognizes how far he has come since his autism diagnosis at five years old. “I can achieve anything I want to achieve just as much as anyone else and this was proof for me that I am a good umpire” he declares confidently. 

Emmanuel Cormier’s journey as an umpire at the U15 Canadian Championships is a testament to the power of determination, and an inspiration to all who face challenges in pursuit of their dreams. 

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